She was an unpredictable beautiful 20 year-old girl. Fire within her, that was often quenched by rain from thunderous clouds. Others didn’t know how to be with her, as it felt like playing Russian roulette. They wanted to be there, to love her. But when her inner 3-year-old awoke, they ran away in fear.
You can see my heart beating. You can see it through my chest. That I’m terrified, know that I must pass this test.
So just pull the trigger, as my life flashes before my eyes. I’m wondering, will I ever see another sunrise?
But it’s too late to think of the value of my life.
Warm hands, touches she never would feel again. She couldn’t think, as thoughts were drowned by memories she rather keep away. She tried to do the right thing, but 3-years-olds haven’t learned what the right thing is yet.
She felt like little Colette, singing alone in her castle in the clouds.
In a castle where no one could reach her.