Expectations

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The following days will be hard. 17 years ago I lost my best friend. She was hit by a car and died immediately. I was only 15 and it turned my world upside down. Grief doesn’t stop, it’s always there with you. And I’m glad. It means I have loved and cared about somebody deeply. 

For years I was afraid of becoming too attached to people. I feared they would leave me behind. But I couldn’t resist. I’ve loved a lot of people, even if they have left me behind and broken my heart.

I expect the following days will be hard, but I will get through it. I will be with people I love and appreciate that they’re in my life. Life is all about relationships, and when my best friend died, I really understood that fully. 

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One thought on “Expectations”

    awax1217 said:
    October 22, 2017 at 22:37

    In the last two years we lost our daughter-in-law and two cousins. Then I had my triple. Life is now a fragile flower which is losing its petals.

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